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Never seperated just apart Two different lives Two different stories Both to be told from the heart You
with your problems Me with my doubts You and your excitement Me and my joy
We all have the ups And experiance the downs There's 7 less muscles Used to
smile than to frown So give me the greatest Give me the best Come and confide in me Get it off your chest
Now I am sad And you appear Make me
brighter Make me smile and cheer I want to believe And I want to hear You are the best mate Who aint even here
Better now Far less pain Help me
along And I'll help you again Remember in the future Sad or bored to tears I'm gonna be there for you For many years
I know I aint supreme I know
I aint the best The fact that you talk to me Makes me impressed Two different people Born apart Talking together Sharing their hearts
You want
recognition Well this is for you This isnt the end Still loads for me to do You for me And me for you I am surprised at the speed Our friendship
grew
Its wonderfull how it is to be Me talking to you You talking to me Oh marvel the wonders Of modern technology.
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Billeh16's view of my thoughts on Matt
He's with the angels I know Always with me in my
heart, and soul So close I can feel his breath on my shoulder
I want to feel his hug again I don't want to wait until I come to my end I want to tell him
I love him one last time
I try to be the brother he was to me It's hard, sometimes I just let things be Just to sit and talk to him is all I ask for.
I
think of him at my day's first, and last He took his last breath much too fast I want to tell him everything I know now
My soul has a hole in it, I
know. He's always with me, I tell myself so I'm a better person because I knew him
(Billy - written with feeling and thoughts for you Chad.....)
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A poem by Jonathan -Dec 99
Join me to you, Deep in my soul Oh, how long can I wait,
This longing I feel No one but you, Knows what makes me ache A lonely heart to be filled, Love flows through me Touch each part of my
being, Take my breath with a kiss Hold my hand to you, Feel loves gentle sparks Another time another place, May accept my
love for you No more anger only love, Join my soul to yours.
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A poem by Stevie -
6Oct1998 RaggedWings I
emerged from life's cocoon afraid and tired. My wings were soft, too soft to fly, I cried. No one heard me except you. You held out your hand and caught my tears.
The tears dissolved my wings and I felt vunerable. Weaving away at my new cocoon sealed in fear I slept. Again I awoke in summer's heat emerging loudly with
tight new wings. "I have new wings" I cried! You came to see me flap and preen. But my wings were new and brittle and tore in the first hard wind.
Embarrassed and hurt I flew away. Traveling on my ragged wings I landed in a distant land. My wings have healed slowly the rips have sealed, but are still not
firm. I know more of wings now. Their pleasurable gifts and that if you are going to fly You must learn to leave the ground.
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stevie, a mom you love is never really lost to you- you feel her in so many special ways- through friends she
always cared about and dreams she left behind, in beauty that she added to your days... in words of praise and of wisdom you still hold dearand memories sweet
memories of her caring and the times you shared together memories that will never fade for a mom you love is never really lost to you - and everywhere her
special love lives on... and on... both in your heart and in your soul forever my sweet lil
petunia forever...
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A poem for Stevie from chad on the death of Stevie's mom on December 20, 1998.
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Heaven's Playground By: Andy Curtiss
In this poem Stevie's mom tells Stevie not to worry, she's ok and their love is enduring.
I stand on this mountain, tall and proud. I won't be shaken, my feet won't touch the ground. The power surges and I can
feel my strength. You won't shake me. NO one can't make me fall. I fly higher than the eagle, and I am stronger than the bear. I am above all problems, nothing can hurt me
here. Strength runs wild, and love soars above the trees. Faith gives birth to hope and confidence. Purity is alive and well. I am immense and powerful, I cannot be hurt. The
pain has no power, and the fear can't find it's way. I dine with angels and talk and laugh all day. In this place the rain can't touch my heart, and the tears won't
fall. I can't be hurt here. Not here in Heaven's playground. The angels watch over me and no one is sad. Don't weep for me now. This is Heaven's playground. God
watches us here. He won't let us from his sight. I feel no more pain, and the love is endless. Weep not for me. Cry no longer. Your love can always find me, and deep in your
heart you will find mine. Weep not for me. I am in Heaven's playground.
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