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    A poem from Snoop16 Jay-See-Ay


    Never seperated just apart
    Two different lives
    Two different stories
    Both to be told from the heart
    You with your problems
    Me with my doubts
    You and your excitement
    Me and my joy

    We all have the ups
    And experiance the downs
    There's 7 less muscles
    Used to smile than to frown
    So give me the greatest
    Give me the best
    Come and confide in me
    Get it off your chest

    Now I am sad
    And you appear
    Make me brighter
    Make me smile and cheer
    I want to believe
    And I want to hear
    You are the best mate
    Who aint even here

    Better now
    Far less pain
    Help me along
    And I'll help you again
    Remember in the future
    Sad or bored to tears
    I'm gonna be there for you
    For many years

    I know I aint supreme
    I know I aint the best
    The fact that you talk to me
    Makes me impressed
    Two different people
    Born apart
    Talking together
    Sharing their hearts

    You want recognition
    Well this is for you
    This isnt the end
    Still loads for me to do
    You for me
    And me for you
    I am surprised at the speed
    Our friendship grew

    Its wonderfull how it is to be
    Me talking to you
    You talking to me
    Oh marvel the wonders
    Of modern technology.
     

Billeh16's view of my thoughts on Matt


    He's with the angels I know
    Always with me in my heart, and soul
    So close I can  feel his breath on my shoulder

    I want to feel his hug again
    I don't want to wait until I come to my end
    I want to tell him I love him one last time

    I try to be the brother he was to me
    It's hard, sometimes I just let things be
    Just to sit and talk to him is all I ask for.

    I think of him at my day's first, and last
    He took his last breath much too fast
    I want to tell him everything I know now

    My soul has a hole in it, I know.
    He's always with me, I tell myself so
    I'm a better person because I knew him

    (Billy - written with feeling and thoughts for you Chad.....)

A poem by Jonathan -Dec 99

Join me to you,
   Deep in my soul
Oh, how long can I wait,
   This longing I feel
No one but you,
   Knows what makes me ache
A lonely heart to be filled,
   Love flows through me
Touch each part of my being,
   Take my breath with a kiss
Hold my hand to you,
   Feel loves gentle sparks
Another time another place,
   May accept my love for you
No more anger only love,
   Join my soul to yours.

      Who are you.  


      Who are you..coming into my life?
       Showing good gestures to convince me of right and wrong.
       To give me advice and actually stay to follow me through my ordeal.
       To comfort me when my world is tumbling down.
       Who are  you.  You must be my friend.
       
      stevie 6 Oct 1998
       

       

A poem by Stevie - 6Oct1998                RaggedWings                                                                        I emerged from life's cocoon afraid and tired.
My wings were soft, too soft to fly, I cried. 
No one heard me except you. 
You held out your hand and caught my tears.
The tears dissolved my wings and I felt vunerable. 
Weaving away at my new cocoon sealed in fear I slept.  Again
 I awoke in summer's heat emerging loudly with tight new wings. 
"I have new wings" I cried! You came to see me flap and preen. 
 But my wings were new and brittle and tore in the first hard wind.  Embarrassed and hurt I flew away. 
Traveling on my ragged wings I landed in a distant  land. 
 My wings have healed slowly the rips have sealed, but are still not firm.
  I know more of wings now. 
 Their pleasurable gifts and that if you are going to fly
You must learn to leave the ground.
 

stevie,
a mom you love is never really lost to you-
you feel her in so many special ways-
through friends
she always cared about
and dreams she left behind,
in beauty that she added to your days...
in words of praise
and of wisdom you still hold dearand memories
sweet memories
of her caring
and the times you shared together
memories
that will never fade
for a mom you love
is never really lost to you -
and everywhere
her special love lives on...
and on...
both in your heart
and in your soul
forever my sweet lil petunia
forever...             

A poem for Stevie from chad on the death of Stevie's mom on December 20, 1998.

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Heaven's Playground By: Andy Curtiss

In this poem Stevie's mom tells Stevie not to worry, she's ok and their love is enduring.

I stand on this mountain, tall and proud.
I won't be shaken, my feet won't touch the ground.
The power surges and I can feel my strength.
You won't shake me. NO one can't make me fall.
I fly higher than the eagle, and I am stronger than the bear.
I am above all problems, nothing can hurt me here.
Strength runs wild, and love soars above the trees.
Faith gives birth to hope and confidence. Purity is alive and well.
I am immense and powerful, I cannot be hurt.
The pain has no power, and the fear can't find it's way.
I dine with angels and talk and laugh all day.
In this place the rain can't touch my heart, and the tears won't fall.
I can't be hurt here. Not here in Heaven's playground.
The angels watch over me and no one is sad. Don't weep for me now.
This is Heaven's playground. God watches us here.
He won't let us from his sight.
I feel no more pain, and the love is endless. Weep not for me. Cry no longer.
Your love can always find me, and deep in your heart you will find mine.
Weep not for me. I am in Heaven's playground.
 

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