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My name is Colby and I've just finished reading the coming out stories on your site. I was very moved, but at the same time troubled. So I decided to share my story.
I've known I was gay for a long time, ever since I knew what sex was. Of course when I was younger I didn't ever want anyone to know. I figured it was just a phase and it would pass. I would pray
that it would just go away and I would wake up 'normal'. As I got older, I became more accepting of myself and I was just ready to live my life and just be me. A few months ago, a straight guy
friend asked if I was gay. For whatever reason I told him I was. To my surprise he told me he was too. I really couldn't believe it. I mean we had been in school together for years and pretty good
friends, but I never suspected it. We secretly dated, until he got scared of his parents and church, so he is trying to be straight now, he thinks he can change. I was hurt, since he was my first
boyfriend, and the first person who knew I was gay. But I moved on to find out he had told a close friend of mine, Elle, about our relationship. She was of course totally accepting and I was so glad I
had someone to help me. So there I was, out to two people, and happy about it. Elle and I have grown so much closer because of it. Not too much later I decided to tell my amazing friend Kimberly, who
kinda figured I was gay anyway. She, being the amazing person she is, couldn't have been more accepting. We've grown so close, that I don't know what I would do without her. I then felt
...liberated. Like I could finally have true friends who knew the real me. I have these people who I consider best friends and I didn't know if they would still be my best friends if they knew I was
gay. My friend Breigh, who I was most nervous about telling because of her strong religious views, has been so supportive of me since I've told her. I know it sounds strange, but everyone I've
told, I've grown closer to. I could not ask for better friends, or a better life. I feel so lucky to have them, and I truly believe I am ready to come out to the entire world! I know there will be
those who don't accept, and I am alright with that. As long as I have my friends, the ones who I love, and love me back, I'll be on top of the world. I am now in a relationship with an amazing
guy and completely satisfied with my decisions. I am proud to be gay and finally proud to admit it! I would like to thank my bff's, Elle, Cassie, Breigh, Kelsey, and Kimberly for always being there
for me, and helping me through these hard times. I guess what I'm trying to say is everyone needs someone who they can confide in and be held by during the tough times we face. It's so hard alone. I
strongly suggest finding the people who will accept you for the fabulous person you are. Who knows, that person might just be the one you're most nervous about knowing... Thank you so much for your
time and amazing site.
by Colby, USA
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