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Chris talks of his suicide experience

 

Chris is from a small town in Texas (2004)

i read a lot on ur site and decided to send in my story it began in the 6 th grade i didnt fit in and was labeled as one of those gay or queer kids all through school i was 13 theen when i reached middle school i was pratically beat every day by every one because i was "different" than it all came to a deep hell hole one day i was on the bus and a girl took a letter i had and said if i said i loved her id get it back i told her no so she ripped it up and threw it away and i came close to hitting her finnaly i got home and her parents called my house rantin and ravin saying that i had hit her and sayin i was going to shoot her when i heard this i got mad and went into a deep state of depression and got sick which caused me to miss school the next day

when i returned to school every one stared at me and looked at me with fright in their eyes and i didnt know why but eventually learned that the girl told the whole stdent body as well as the principle thst i was going to shoot a lot of people and by the time that 5 th period rolled around i tried to cut open my wrists with a pencil and sececided but wasent able to deepen the wound because my teacher had saw me and got me to the counselors office ere i had an emothional overlasp of breaks downs and spent about an hour in tears and was sent to a teen facility were i got the help i needed and spent four montsh in rehab and im proud i did what i did cause it showed me that not all people ar bad and that there are peopel that care for you in this world so if  you are contomplating on taking your life stop and think about all the people that care for you im now 16 and am happier than i have ever been in years so dont kill your self because of put downs all that is is a person that is inscure of himself and has to make fun of others so they will feel good and never let your self be draged down by those people                      

 

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